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some time some day 2009 or 2010
i don't actually remember when i shot this or on which wall i stuck these ramblings.
i do remember that i had written this in my sketchbook a decade ago. i probably copied it from there. rather sad that i'm still fixated on the same ramblings.
still pissed off at my state of limbo. it's spreading to most aspects of my life right now.
can't even be bothered with uploading pics everyday. even though most of them are all sorted, cleaned up, cropped, dated...it shows how bored i've been.
still living out of boxes at my mum's.
struggling with the need to finish three body casts.
struggling with the need to just be.
no space to make. no space to think. no space to make a mess.
grumble grumble moan moan.
mum asked me last night - don't artists do their best works when in depression?
i don't know about that.
i know that i thrive in my own misery, or so i've been told. love the dramatic. what would i do if life was simple? probably find ways to complicate it in my own little head.
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some time some day 2009 or 2010
i don't actually remember when i shot this or on which wall i stuck these ramblings.
i do remember that i had written this in my sketchbook a decade ago. i probably copied it from there. rather sad that i'm still fixated on the same ramblings.
still pissed off at my state of limbo. it's spreading to most aspects of my life right now.
can't even be bothered with uploading pics everyday. even though most of them are all sorted, cleaned up, cropped, dated...it shows how bored i've been.
still living out of boxes at my mum's.
struggling with the need to finish three body casts.
struggling with the need to just be.
no space to make. no space to think. no space to make a mess.
grumble grumble moan moan.
mum asked me last night - don't artists do their best works when in depression?
i don't know about that.
i know that i thrive in my own misery, or so i've been told. love the dramatic. what would i do if life was simple? probably find ways to complicate it in my own little head.
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11.05am 28th april 2010
masking tape, ink, a wall
15"x15"
or so i remember. it doesn't exist anymore.
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11.05am 28th april 2010
masking tape, ink, a wall
15"x15"
or so i remember. it doesn't exist anymore.
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05.50pm 28th aug 2010
much to my husbands' dismay, this is stuck on my so called studio door
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05.50pm 28th aug 2010
much to my husbands' dismay, this is stuck on my so called studio door
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05.02pm 31st aug 2010 untitled ink, pilot pen on paper lying around my so called studio 5.5" x 5.5"
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05.02pm 31st aug 2010 untitled ink, pilot pen on paper lying around my so called studio 5.5" x 5.5"
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11.50am 19th nov 2009
i did this drawing on 7th dec 2004, in my little flat in london. today it's taped on my so called studio wall
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11.50am 19th nov 2009
i did this drawing on 7th dec 2004, in my little flat in london. today it's taped on my so called studio wall
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11.51am 19th nov 2009
i did this drawing on the 7th of dec 2004, in my little flat in london. i think there were three of us in the room.
i need to start drawing again. i want to start drawing again. i know that isn't going to happen.
i don't think much of my drawing skills. i can't do things i don't think i'm relatively good at. i stress and suffer through self induced anxiety.
i use to many i's in my head.
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11.51am 19th nov 2009
i did this drawing on the 7th of dec 2004, in my little flat in london. i think there were three of us in the room.
i need to start drawing again. i want to start drawing again. i know that isn't going to happen.
i don't think much of my drawing skills. i can't do things i don't think i'm relatively good at. i stress and suffer through self induced anxiety.
i use to many i's in my head.
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